Say what?

Have you ever wondered what would happen if you had never done something? Well, I do. Then again I know that I am not nearly what some of my peers would call normal. In fact I’m incredibly weird. Or at least I think so. I avidly talk to myself, but only when I’m alone, and I spend a lot of time fantasizing about some future that I’m not sure I could ever achieve. However in my abnormality, I am also incredibly bright, which is not something that I can say most people are. But in my brilliance there is also stupidity, and foolishness. Such as my inability to make desicions. Which only leads to problems.

But this isn’t about that, because that is in the past, and this is about now and the future. You see, I have big plans for myself. I plan on going to an Ivy League school, and then making enough money to support my often extravagant spending habits. I know that’s not what these schools want to her about their prospective students. They don’t want to think that they’re at all greedy or irresponisble. However, in all truth almost all people are. Though the money and connections that the Ivies will supply to me, I also want to make my parents proud, as well as get a great education and a great life experience.

But enough about my great education aspirations, that’s not very fun. Why don’t I fill you in on the jucier side of my life. I am a gay teenager. I have self image issues, but they aren’t nearly as bad as they used to be. I used to live with my mom and then I moved in with my gay father, after my mother and her boyfriend had been fighting like dogs. Blah blah blah. There’s more but I don’t have time. TIme to finish “Girl, Interuppted”.